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Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 7:53 PM
no more hi. no more hello. we each go seperate ways. no talking n explaining animore. we have to... really...
Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 11:34 PM
  congrats to kumar and meera in their asian youth champ. kumar gt a third position whereas meera is our sole gold medalist. nt forgetting the team relay event. spf team 1 managed to get the 1st position unfortunately the spf team 2 gt a 4th position. all of the climbers were given an eiger bag which is a national climbing brand in indonesia. im proud of euu guys. mr teo den treated us kfc after our victories, which apparently cost $105. then we had our own sculpture walk from city hall all the way to tanjong pagar. n here im back at home.
Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 5:19 PM
im tired of trying to make things right, i give up i surrender, no will to fight.. tired of always being alone.. maybe.. tired of not having anyone to talk to. only if it really happens.. to listen to. i am tired of not being able to laugh, to really laugh and to giggle like a fool.. tired of not having anyone to laugh with. tired of wearing the painted smile of a clown. tired of finding diaries and realizing that they are not written about me, but someone else. tired of always fighting for what is right… right prevails but i ultimately lose the important things that were right for me. i am tired of hope that is always deferred my heart grows sicker waiting and hoping for simple things that will never be. the wait for nothing to happen is excruciating… i have cared about everyone in my life. even cared about and cared for strangers in need. my heart has grown weary and sick. i am tired of pouring my heart out into this blogger thingy that is never read by those its written for. that sits in a dusty box on a basement shelf. tired of living in memories and tired of weeping… i am tired of looking at the stars and wishing upon them.. and never getting my wishes.. when can my wishes ever be granted? mcm cb..
Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 7:35 PM
nsscc is this fridae.. looking forward to it.. i miss farhana banana..
Saturday, November 17, 2007 @ 9:06 PM
hi pple. im fucking bored todae. but at the same time i feels happy. happy 9th mth dear. no one can know what the outcome of spending years together will be. being happy together is a gift. and enduring love is the key. so here's to a favored couple. everything has worked right for you. may your future bring more of the same. and your love remain strong and true. xoxoxox
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 11:20 PM
happy TERberanak day.. finally im seventeen.. still straight n pure.. anw in the morning had dis racky thingy.. a.k.a race. we had to cycle from tampines alllllll.. the way to upper boonkeng.. had lunch there.. ferst time saye mkn soup lidah.. sumpah sedap.. the whole day ended shocking well.. had a surprised yet interesting celebrations.. thanks to : either one of them who bought the cake, farhana noor fer the cookies n letter, haidhar(i owe u 1)& ain(u owe someone) fer the nike wallet, meera fer the wish. i didnt expect dis to happenend but it did.. u guys blew my day.. a special thanks to those who wished me.. terime kaseh many many..
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 8:50 PM
hey had a fun time climbing in school. thanks phillip for the treat. n i miss farhana norr aloot.
Saturday, November 10, 2007 @ 8:22 PM
at gay bar
@ 8:01 PM
enjoy,miss swan at starbucks
@ 6:45 PM
why do i ever become like this. i hate it whenever i venge my anger towards someone whom i love the most. why can't i just be normal n perfect like any other guys. maybe it is the ego dat controls my life. n why do i have such ego in me. why i can't even resist to myself. oh well i feel so suckish. to feel suckish in a different way really sucks big time. i admit i am suck. the purpose of this is to convey to u my sincere apologies for wat i've done.
Monday, November 5, 2007 @ 11:06 PM
im terribly upset today :(
Saturday, November 3, 2007 @ 4:24 PM
pit yesterdae went to TLS pit which was held at the ecp. we celebrated nad's 17th burfdae. a simple yet interesting n never ending performances dat was put up by sharil.-a happy burfdae song. one quarter of the dae spent was eating. half of the dae spent was taking pictures. three quarter of the dae spent was singing. hahaha..aku skandal. my head went off lullaby when laughing gas was with me. sumpah anjing bnyk. |
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