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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 8:47 PM
 this is wht you'll be seeing if my hair is half long asuka. thanks for the late call last night. nothing much spent at home today. went to my aunty house for some light lunch. and i had fun watching the drama series anak metropolitan 2. though its a second telecast, so what. okay im running out of ideas. gonna meet my friends for supper later. night everyone (:
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 12:24 PM
 had a very long conversations with her though its been a while since we last heard each others voice.
Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 2:08 PM
shes good, really
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 6:21 PM
 wht only natt. i know i dance better than you right? hahahaha.  okay this pyscho guy added me up on msn, out of the blue. hes a one fucked up asshole. click the picture so you guys will get clearly the whole picture. 
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 5:05 PM
 you owe me chocolate bar natt. if not, im gonna force you drink coke with me.haha
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 6:09 PM
 work has been exceptionally great this time round. sad though you have to still work on valentines day. did the bar host thingy, backstage make over at the boiler room. so i ended at 8pm which then did some toasting with colleagues. prem got me ticket to the powerhouse. i changed and went for it. its the valentines special, saw hot couples and stuff. i grabbed some shandy and went off. received a call from rynne, she wanted to meet up. companied her for supper. and many many apologies to haidhar to keep you waiting. im sucked at puntuality ): i really am. maybe i dont see myself as a good friend anymore. i dont see myself as who i am now. i lost everything, from love, passion and dreams.
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 6:24 PM
 fran, ziggy, ann, a'capp, lindsay (: the four that keeps the wonderful night alive.  ziggy looks trippy, nice hair yo. i know she loves me. hahaha  a'capp and lindsay featuring ann  we sholud do this more often dont you think so? ziggy, ann?  the birthday chalet
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 @ 6:12 PM
 i feel like, if i gotta live in pain every day and not be allowed one moment of happiness, then it's pointless for me to live. everything i do that makes me happy, i feel ashamed because people always make my happiness into a wrong-doing. the example would be this,like going swimming is a crime because it makes me happy. people try to take that away from me and think it's their place to punish me from swimming. you know what i mean.nevermind. I love her for 2 years by now. and parting ways has been really affecting me. i am trying to be strong, but still, there is this part of me, that is longing. longing for everything we had shared together. memories, her hand, her kiss. its haunting me. i don't wanna stay depress for the rest of my life. because, clinging to what we shared before, won't be able to bring the relationship back either ways. we're friends as of the present time, as far as I am concern. i need to be alone now. thanks sorry, just bear with my pain. at least, i know somewhere over there, someone who would be reading this, would be reminded. that real love hurts.... real love hurts, and it is work. thats why i'm still here is because you know what? ican't blame her for being scared and not wanting to get roped into and unhappy thing again. she's not lying to me, and not using me intentionally. and i can understand her needing a breather. and until she screws me over completely i can't have the resolve to leave. but like i said i need my space for now. alone. much appreciated |
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