believe in a power greater than one owns puny ego helps enourmously. for those things that you've done that cannot be ammended by letter, calling or simply face to face apologies, due to death or inability to locate them, ask god to forgive you and let it go. this becomes easier the more you use it, and soon you find yourself unwilling to wait to say im sorry, or even better i forgive you. when you reached this stage of your journey, life becomes a more joyous experience and most days you walk without being burdened by self guilt or hate. as we walked, this lady whom i loved till the day we seperated, we shed the old burden of resentments, misunderstandings and guilts. this was an enormously liberating experience and let me free to love her freely and totally. not out of guilt or sorrow but simply out of love. this was the biggest and important life i learned. it is better to forgive, let go of the hurt and pain, so you are finally free to love another person just because he or she is a child of the universe, unique and valued for being simply the person they are. dont put off the chance to forgive, to shatter the chains of hate and dissension one more minute. life isnt a promised, and you never know when i forgive you comes too late.

to all my springfielders, farhana's batch; i apologised for my wrongdoings. you guys have been great throughout. im really sorry, from the bottom of my heart, really i am. i've heard everything that you guys have been talking, about me. i just hope you guys get your facts right first and i wont blame you guys. thanks for being my secondary school friends.

with that, i appreciated it alot. farhana deserved a proper relationship because she has the quality.

like most of you would preferred, by ending our relationship. and yes we did, are you guys happy now? im sorry ana, ain, iqah, ifah, akmal and to all the name i've not mentioned, i apologised. you guys are great, really. study hard alright. thanks for everything. dont worry, i wont bother any of you guys. till here, take care