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Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 3:49 PM
 just wanna wish a happy bornday to my dearest friend, irfan zainal. pls, no more hit and run. lol, somehow i miss partying, i miss boozing and i miss everything. someone tagged this photo and i saw a tiny man in the middle. haha. im still angry on the photos that have not been uploaded from last year zoukout and siloso's party. its nt long, i gave myself till june till i hit the road back.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 4:55 PM
sister blyss
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 11:23 PM
 its time to move on. i am ready to leave that part of my life behind and move in to the next part. i am ready to take whatever life has for me next. my heart still aches and hurts, but it is slowly healing. it gets easier with everyday. i don't know what is going to happen next. but that is life, you never know, and that is the fun part. i am forming my own idea's and opinions, and i feel good about the choices i am making. i am proud of myself by staying true, by not giving in to temptation and just getting back together with her. and i am proud of my self by stepping out of my comfort zone and trying to meet and hang out with new people. i have started developing new feelings, and i find it very strange, because i truly didn't think i could start falling for someone else so quickly. i was so hooked on, but i guess when i get hurt this badly it does make it a little easier to move on. just a little. when i stare in to those deep green hazel eyes i don't feel anymore pain. i feel uplifted. i fear letting her know about my feelings will change the way things are now. and i love the way things are now. I love having someone to cuddle with and hold hands with and kiss. but i am especially glad its her, and not just someone. and i know that i am not ready for another relationship anyways. i need more time to figure out who that girl is. cannot be. but i am having a great time in the process. although it is hard, i don't think i have any more tears for her. she cried too much for me. ouh yes, chalet is on the way.
Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 9:27 PM
uh uh? haha  sometimes i think i still cant live without you. a dull ache inside me realizes my yearning to be a part of your life. the years have come and gone. i never hear your name. i don’t even know anyone who knows you. most of the time i believe i have changed, outgrown the me who loved you. then, a song, a scene, a scent catches my heart off guard, and reminds me of you. Sometimes, even after all these years, i think i still can’t live without you. but now, i know everyones moving on, you too. ouh haqifays, dont forget bout the pants, syg kauuu. |
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